Hello!!!!!
Long Long Long time:):):)...Lets just say that my laziness knows no bounds and when it comes to typing!!!!....Oh God am just too lazy for my own good..Time and Tide wait for no Man..
It has never ceased to amaze me....what??Time....Time flies and seconds and minutes just pass off and when you know it bloody hell the whole day is over!!!It was just in 2008,that I remember handing over my last Exam(Biology)paper to the examiner.Wow,I would quote that as one of the best moments in Life.I was broadly grinning at the examiner who must have thought I am Bonkers!But little did I care.I remember coming out and doing a victory jig symbolising that yes,I was officially out of the 12 Th standard torture!the ensuing 6 months were damn boring,but that apart ,yes Time just went by.
Then I remember my counselling,man was I nervous.But I got through and when I i did I remember being wrapped up into a tight hug from my father as his joy knew no bounds as they were ushering in a doctor after like how many ever generations!Then too,mixed emotions happiness sadness?fear of meeting new people,making new friends,feeling comfortable,developing a rapport!Phew everything mattered!!
I remembering entering my formidable college with a worrisome face,a frown,and total unhappiness.I frankly did not want to fly away from the cozy nest called School!Ha ha ha the funniest part is I even remember not wanting to go to school!I thought school was scary too...But then we all grow to love our school after sometime and when we are used to it.Years passed and school became a second home.
I often wonder at human nature,we are hesitant and reluctant to start with something and then as time goes by we grow to love and come to depend on what we do.It becomes as natural as breathing to us.And when it is time to let go of it again our emotions goes havoc:):)Guess that's how we are made!
I was reluctant to got to college and I had a million thoughts and Zillions of prohibitions and the same went with school.But now I know that I have come to love both with an intensity very strong.Is it because I have to love it(because theres no other way,coz am stuck here till whatever time) or is it because I have genuinely come to love the people,whatever I am doing,the ambiance I am in?.
You might say Oh my God.Why is Sneha mokkai potufying?But seriously just sit and think of it.Somethings or some people we don't even know or not even heard of assume importance and become integral parts of our lives by the game of Fate,We don't even realise Time slipping past through us.and when we realise it, its ust too late.
I wish I had the powers to make Time static and make a day standstill without progressing.I wish I could get back rewind and amend the mistakes I have made or at least if it was something happy,live those moments again.I wish I could fast forward all those moments in life which I don't really want to face.But then again,Life that's what it means right.I personally think its the dismal weather which is making me think this philosophically,but am damn sure that theres someone out there who would have definitely thought along the same lines.Till then.Signing off.Have a great weekend.Toodles
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Doctor with a capital letter "D"!
Helloo..
Really really long time:):)...I guess and I accept that I was just toolazy to type:):)Actually after those treacherous exams of mine,I thought maybe I'd go into hibernation for quite sometime:):)
was just generally lost in thoughts.I seemed to remember the day when I finished my 12th standard..and whooped with joy,that everything was over.:)I just remember vividly coming back home,eating to my heart's content and sleeping:)of course the ensuing 6 months were the most boring no doubt in that at all because I had absolutely nothing to do!An idle mind is a devil's workshop..A very famous saying and I have to agree with t.Those 6 months I did all random things went for paatu class,read books,went for a holiday,learnt cooking(ok,,close your mouths people!I do know how to cook with help only though!,I pestered people at home,pulled everyone's legs!sounds fun na?but,honestly those were exasperating days!
Now,I wouldn't call myself as a an extremely focused person,with my nose 24 hours inside a book or anything like that.I never had a clue what I wanted from life in those 6 months.I was aimless,and this frustrated me.Doctor,engineer,BA lit?Nothing,I was so blank!I detested my lethargy and I kept putting off having to think about my future.
That was when I one day remembered an incident as a child telling my parents I want to become a doctor.They just smiled it off,as it was just a child's whims and fancies!.But,when I did get a chance to do MBBS.I was apprehensive,I wasn't really ready to come into terms with my childhood fancy.I didn't really know what to do.I was filled with lots and lots of questions!I kept them to myself,guess inside I even had the hope that I am not going to be offered a seat!
Off I went.and I was indeed offered a seat!I was shocked,my father was so very proud it was written all over his face,my mom cried with happiness!I was still in a state of shock.I didn't want to come out of my protective cocoon of being at home.
People keep telling me wherever I go and I tell them MBBS,they are like AHHHHH!God....tough la??Am like yeah tell me something new!!!!!!!
S,I entered college with lots of inhibitions rather than confidence.Rated as the toughest course I really didn't know whether to feel proud or cry in dismay:):):)...I got new friends and great friends that too .
But,yes MBBS is a strain to the body,mind everything.You have to slog slog and slog.You shouldn't be repelled by sights,have a strong mind,heart everything!Every exam is so taxing so punishing that every time you feel like giving it up,turn back and walk off..At this point I do not know how many of my friends would agree with me.
But every one am sure reaches a saturation point sits down keeps the books and tears the hair in frustration!Often during those times of trial I have thought,Do I really need to pass through this rigmarole?why do I need to suffer so much?Why do I even bother?Why am I spoiling my health?why?why?why?...I also wonder at those patients who come with problems and diseases..they are so full of pain and suffering and I learn from their suffering:(:(
It's like as though someone has tossed me into a washing machine and I emerge out drained and tired.All of us look miserable during those times dark circles,droopy eyes,tired sad faces.It's really a misery.
Not that I don't have fun in college!College,spells fun for me!.Awesome fun!But its just these taxing times which makes me reflect!
Coming to the fact,whether I regret this decision of taking up this course!....No,I do not.Come what may at the end of the day I realise that I would never ever have been happy elsewhere!...At the end of the day when I think about those patients who are so cooperative and jocularly tell us when we are chatting with them that in the future they'd cme to us,when I think of my granndmom fondly hugging me and saying I am proud of you,when I think of my parents with their eyes full of pride,when someone says she is a doctor,when I have that stethoscope around my neck,I think maybe everything is worth it after all!!!...
I know that come what may I will be happy and satisfied at the end of everything!Kudos to all the doctors everywhere in the world!!!and t all my friends!!Because every time an exam begins we just want it to end!..Till another exam comes up....:):):).......toodlesssssss
Really really long time:):)...I guess and I accept that I was just toolazy to type:):)Actually after those treacherous exams of mine,I thought maybe I'd go into hibernation for quite sometime:):)
was just generally lost in thoughts.I seemed to remember the day when I finished my 12th standard..and whooped with joy,that everything was over.:)I just remember vividly coming back home,eating to my heart's content and sleeping:)of course the ensuing 6 months were the most boring no doubt in that at all because I had absolutely nothing to do!An idle mind is a devil's workshop..A very famous saying and I have to agree with t.Those 6 months I did all random things went for paatu class,read books,went for a holiday,learnt cooking(ok,,close your mouths people!I do know how to cook with help only though!,I pestered people at home,pulled everyone's legs!sounds fun na?but,honestly those were exasperating days!
Now,I wouldn't call myself as a an extremely focused person,with my nose 24 hours inside a book or anything like that.I never had a clue what I wanted from life in those 6 months.I was aimless,and this frustrated me.Doctor,engineer,BA lit?Nothing,I was so blank!I detested my lethargy and I kept putting off having to think about my future.
That was when I one day remembered an incident as a child telling my parents I want to become a doctor.They just smiled it off,as it was just a child's whims and fancies!.But,when I did get a chance to do MBBS.I was apprehensive,I wasn't really ready to come into terms with my childhood fancy.I didn't really know what to do.I was filled with lots and lots of questions!I kept them to myself,guess inside I even had the hope that I am not going to be offered a seat!
Off I went.and I was indeed offered a seat!I was shocked,my father was so very proud it was written all over his face,my mom cried with happiness!I was still in a state of shock.I didn't want to come out of my protective cocoon of being at home.
People keep telling me wherever I go and I tell them MBBS,they are like AHHHHH!God....tough la??Am like yeah tell me something new!!!!!!!
S,I entered college with lots of inhibitions rather than confidence.Rated as the toughest course I really didn't know whether to feel proud or cry in dismay:):):)...I got new friends and great friends that too .
But,yes MBBS is a strain to the body,mind everything.You have to slog slog and slog.You shouldn't be repelled by sights,have a strong mind,heart everything!Every exam is so taxing so punishing that every time you feel like giving it up,turn back and walk off..At this point I do not know how many of my friends would agree with me.
But every one am sure reaches a saturation point sits down keeps the books and tears the hair in frustration!Often during those times of trial I have thought,Do I really need to pass through this rigmarole?why do I need to suffer so much?Why do I even bother?Why am I spoiling my health?why?why?why?...I also wonder at those patients who come with problems and diseases..they are so full of pain and suffering and I learn from their suffering:(:(
It's like as though someone has tossed me into a washing machine and I emerge out drained and tired.All of us look miserable during those times dark circles,droopy eyes,tired sad faces.It's really a misery.
Not that I don't have fun in college!College,spells fun for me!.Awesome fun!But its just these taxing times which makes me reflect!
Coming to the fact,whether I regret this decision of taking up this course!....No,I do not.Come what may at the end of the day I realise that I would never ever have been happy elsewhere!...At the end of the day when I think about those patients who are so cooperative and jocularly tell us when we are chatting with them that in the future they'd cme to us,when I think of my granndmom fondly hugging me and saying I am proud of you,when I think of my parents with their eyes full of pride,when someone says she is a doctor,when I have that stethoscope around my neck,I think maybe everything is worth it after all!!!...
I know that come what may I will be happy and satisfied at the end of everything!Kudos to all the doctors everywhere in the world!!!and t all my friends!!Because every time an exam begins we just want it to end!..Till another exam comes up....:):):).......toodlesssssss
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Friend?or an end?
hello!
Long time huh?Having holidays now,and globetrotting if I can call it that!Made a trip to Singapore and Kuala Lumpur1Was terrific!Loved Singapore.Marveled at its greenery,cleanliness,modern ways,buildings,monuments,people,music,food,places,roads practically everything:):)...Maybe will elaborate on it in the next blog entry.
I do not call myself a poet.No never.Yes I do write poems on subjects really close to my heart,but am not a poet.Now I actually am going to write a poem.I guess whoever is Reading this will understand the contents and the meaning of my poem.No,I do not want to publicise my poem.I am just writing it in the hope that whomever this poem is intended for,they get the point.So,here goes for nothing
Where are you My dear friend?
Is it after all a sad end?
I sit thinking,of beautiful days,
Have we gone in separate ways?
Remember that winter?the fun we had?
We drove all the people around us mad!
We played together,studied together,gossiped!
But today there you are sitting tight lipped!
Ours was the Best friendship ever,we swore!
But that i guess was written in water!
I give excuses on your behalf which I know are useless
But it gives my wounded heart some comfort,nevertheless!
Is our relation that's all to you?
I secretly nicknamed ourselves as Piglet and Pooh!:)
I used to think how lucky I am!
To be friends with someone as close as butter and jam!
Do you remember those endless conversations on the phone?
When shouted at by our parents,we used to reduce our tone!
Those endless conversations at nights?
Those silly little,tear jerking fights?
Is it all like an act?that come down the curtains,we leave?
Oh pity it is,that I miss you so,
What right do you have to just let go?
I think of this Friendship with fond remembrance.
Do not even you have a little bit of grievance?
there used to never be a day without talking to you.
And now you do not even want to talk to me for a minute or two.
Have you forgotten me?I look at my phone eagerly,
But I do not see any message or call from you,I shut my phone miserably!
Get back to me oh dear friend!
Am I now looking at a dead end?
I write this to you with love!To you this message I send,
From a friend who forever wants to be your friend!
Hoping that the person really understands the depth of my feelings!I write this poem,it might be monotonous,long,sad,useless whatever!...But it is a poem written with a lot of love!
Have a great week!take care!tatatatata
Long time huh?Having holidays now,and globetrotting if I can call it that!Made a trip to Singapore and Kuala Lumpur1Was terrific!Loved Singapore.Marveled at its greenery,cleanliness,modern ways,buildings,monuments,people,music,food,places,roads practically everything:):)...Maybe will elaborate on it in the next blog entry.
I do not call myself a poet.No never.Yes I do write poems on subjects really close to my heart,but am not a poet.Now I actually am going to write a poem.I guess whoever is Reading this will understand the contents and the meaning of my poem.No,I do not want to publicise my poem.I am just writing it in the hope that whomever this poem is intended for,they get the point.So,here goes for nothing
Where are you My dear friend?
Is it after all a sad end?
I sit thinking,of beautiful days,
Have we gone in separate ways?
Remember that winter?the fun we had?
We drove all the people around us mad!
We played together,studied together,gossiped!
But today there you are sitting tight lipped!
Ours was the Best friendship ever,we swore!
But that i guess was written in water!
I give excuses on your behalf which I know are useless
But it gives my wounded heart some comfort,nevertheless!
Is our relation that's all to you?
I secretly nicknamed ourselves as Piglet and Pooh!:)
I used to think how lucky I am!
To be friends with someone as close as butter and jam!
Do you remember those endless conversations on the phone?
When shouted at by our parents,we used to reduce our tone!
Those endless conversations at nights?
Those silly little,tear jerking fights?
Is it all like an act?that come down the curtains,we leave?
Oh pity it is,that I miss you so,
What right do you have to just let go?
I think of this Friendship with fond remembrance.
Do not even you have a little bit of grievance?
there used to never be a day without talking to you.
And now you do not even want to talk to me for a minute or two.
Have you forgotten me?I look at my phone eagerly,
But I do not see any message or call from you,I shut my phone miserably!
Get back to me oh dear friend!
Am I now looking at a dead end?
I write this to you with love!To you this message I send,
From a friend who forever wants to be your friend!
Hoping that the person really understands the depth of my feelings!I write this poem,it might be monotonous,long,sad,useless whatever!...But it is a poem written with a lot of love!
Have a great week!take care!tatatatata
Monday, May 3, 2010
Cats galore???
hello!
A week gone!It always amazes how time flies so fast!Just whizzes by!and by the time you know it,the next week is already here!
It was a weird last week!Thank God my stomach has settled down!I really cannot survive without eating those bajjis and bondas when it is raining over here!Yup,rains are the best time for bajji's and a cup of tea and a totally out of the world book:)
So life was going about normally at my home,appa amma and I,without any intruders into our privacy and absolutely no one to really command our attention you know.We are three independent adults who go about our work and when we come together our world rocks.And there was absolutely no place whatsoever for anyone or anything.Entry,a fluffy,white,ball like small little cutie pie,with eyes as green as the leaves on which dew drops sit every morning!aww that is our dear kitten Fluffy(christened by my father who is an ANIMAL HATER).So from this you can see the hold Fluffy has on my family!
We are not basically the animal types,we are not fond of pets and all.But theres this tradition for one particular family of cats(though it beats me why!)to expand their family tree only in my home!Funny though it may sound my home,is a home for many kittens who I have seen have matured into adult cats in turn raising their own family.So,I never really bothered about any of these, cats or not life goes on that was my view.
But I was proved wrong by Fluffy!She stole my heart the moment I set my eyes on her.The first time I saw her she was running amidst leaves taller than her she was so small,baby that she got hidden among the leaves!
It was love at first sight for me and my mother1We kept track of Fluffy day and night. It would be totally wrong on my part at this juncture if I do not mention Fluffy's dutiful mother!Woww that is a classical example of motherhood!She is Motherhood personified!She is the epitome of motherliness!She caters to every need of her baby,feeds her,plays with her,guards her and snarls at anyone who comes in the vicinity guarding her little one from the vagaries of life!
My father is a die hard animal hater,imagine he too fell in love with Fluffy.My God the mother and daughter play!Now that is something everyone has to witness.Now, Fluffy is a normal bright and very very very active baby!She runs around all day!She jumps on her mother and bites her mother's ears playfully and she plays the tail game with her mother,where her mom swishes her tail and Fluffy's task is to jump to the other side.Sometimes the mom gets so tired,she goes off to sleep!and folds her tail inside much to the unhappiness of Fluffy who meoowwwss angrily at her mother and paws at her!Words are not suffice to explain the beauty and the bliss of being an animal(that too,a very sweet one)
I have grown attached to Fluffy though she lives in the compound of my home in a place that belongs only to her that we have become strangers to that place!I have become emotionally attached to Fluffy,though she does not know who I am.She gives me those sweet look with her head tilted to one side!Oh I lose my heart,my heart goes all gooey at that look and I would just give anything for that look!
Everyday back from college,first I go and look if she is there.If she is not there,I really really feel bad and I keep going there leaving whatever I am doing just to have a glimpse of her.Not only me,all the three of us have grown to love Furry ball,that one day when she has to leave,we will be left heartbroken with memories of that beautiful,little kitten who stole our hearts and crept into our life and made us also enjoy along with her:)
I love you,Fluffy!And do not grow up It is a big bad world out there.I really do not feel like letting you go:(..But that is what life is all about right?
Anyways have a catty week!filled with furry surprises toodles!!!
A week gone!It always amazes how time flies so fast!Just whizzes by!and by the time you know it,the next week is already here!
It was a weird last week!Thank God my stomach has settled down!I really cannot survive without eating those bajjis and bondas when it is raining over here!Yup,rains are the best time for bajji's and a cup of tea and a totally out of the world book:)
So life was going about normally at my home,appa amma and I,without any intruders into our privacy and absolutely no one to really command our attention you know.We are three independent adults who go about our work and when we come together our world rocks.And there was absolutely no place whatsoever for anyone or anything.Entry,a fluffy,white,ball like small little cutie pie,with eyes as green as the leaves on which dew drops sit every morning!aww that is our dear kitten Fluffy(christened by my father who is an ANIMAL HATER).So from this you can see the hold Fluffy has on my family!
We are not basically the animal types,we are not fond of pets and all.But theres this tradition for one particular family of cats(though it beats me why!)to expand their family tree only in my home!Funny though it may sound my home,is a home for many kittens who I have seen have matured into adult cats in turn raising their own family.So,I never really bothered about any of these, cats or not life goes on that was my view.
But I was proved wrong by Fluffy!She stole my heart the moment I set my eyes on her.The first time I saw her she was running amidst leaves taller than her she was so small,baby that she got hidden among the leaves!
It was love at first sight for me and my mother1We kept track of Fluffy day and night. It would be totally wrong on my part at this juncture if I do not mention Fluffy's dutiful mother!Woww that is a classical example of motherhood!She is Motherhood personified!She is the epitome of motherliness!She caters to every need of her baby,feeds her,plays with her,guards her and snarls at anyone who comes in the vicinity guarding her little one from the vagaries of life!
My father is a die hard animal hater,imagine he too fell in love with Fluffy.My God the mother and daughter play!Now that is something everyone has to witness.Now, Fluffy is a normal bright and very very very active baby!She runs around all day!She jumps on her mother and bites her mother's ears playfully and she plays the tail game with her mother,where her mom swishes her tail and Fluffy's task is to jump to the other side.Sometimes the mom gets so tired,she goes off to sleep!and folds her tail inside much to the unhappiness of Fluffy who meoowwwss angrily at her mother and paws at her!Words are not suffice to explain the beauty and the bliss of being an animal(that too,a very sweet one)
I have grown attached to Fluffy though she lives in the compound of my home in a place that belongs only to her that we have become strangers to that place!I have become emotionally attached to Fluffy,though she does not know who I am.She gives me those sweet look with her head tilted to one side!Oh I lose my heart,my heart goes all gooey at that look and I would just give anything for that look!
Everyday back from college,first I go and look if she is there.If she is not there,I really really feel bad and I keep going there leaving whatever I am doing just to have a glimpse of her.Not only me,all the three of us have grown to love Furry ball,that one day when she has to leave,we will be left heartbroken with memories of that beautiful,little kitten who stole our hearts and crept into our life and made us also enjoy along with her:)
I love you,Fluffy!And do not grow up It is a big bad world out there.I really do not feel like letting you go:(..But that is what life is all about right?
Anyways have a catty week!filled with furry surprises toodles!!!
Friday, April 23, 2010
Hello!!!
Long time!!..It has been a crazy few weeks!.A tour about which I can't find any words to describe,food poisoning,Elation,An unwritten test!Whoa.They weren't kidding when they said Variety Is The Spice Of Life!
Actually many people felt that my blogs were becoming weepy!I actually accept I have been moping about like Moaning Myrtle!
So,I left for this tour like last Tuesday.Destinations target Bangalore,Mysore,Coorg.So,off we went in the train the first day,all of us congregated at the station pretty excited we were because we always see each other in drab clothes(AKA our college uniforms!)for once in life we looked colourful!We had Dr Meenakshi Sundaram sir and Dr aruna and her pretty daughter accompanying us.Now sir and ma'am are like these people who are just super fun!Into the train and we took like hours together to settle waking up the whole compartment and making so much noise that a guy practically called the police!Phew so settled and off we went into dreamland after lot of fights,yelling,dishum dishum and all that!
Arrival Bangalore and we booked into Pavana residency!Now they say Bangy is so famous for shopping the best part is we did not shop at all.We sat for 3 hours in the hotel looking at each others faces and majorly gossiping on people's clothes and many of the duets which were being played in full swing around us!
Then at last we went!!!!!!!!!To Visveshwaraya museum!It was fun though.The science part was really good.Then evening was ISKCON that too was awesome I just love that place!We were drenched in the rains and we were dripping wet in front of the Lord!But it was worth all the trouble!
I wouldn't call the tour as awesome or anything because there were lot of stuffs that happened for me to dislike it!There was a lot of batting eyelids,blushing,secret meetings,koochie kooing,lalalaing around me that actually made me irritated!But thanks to my really sweet and out of the world friends I didn't actually yell What the **** out of frustration!(I did though)
They all deserve a mention Madhu,Srinidhi,Himanshu,Veena,Srigireesh,Sanjoo,Sousheitha,Selva,Meenakshi Sir Thanks I don't think I would have lived through the trip without you people!
It is there that we discovered the joy of being together and having a lot of fun!We sang together,were majorly hyper,We danced in the rain,We talked talked and kept talking,Theres this song that caught onto all of us
Hey this is for all you guys associated with this song "ecchiki maccha eecha pocha(not mucha pocha:):))chinaki maacha cholaam chikki chikki cholaam chinaki cholaam eeyaaeeeyaaaooo!!Cool na!Yup just loved the song!
So we got back,everyone were just dying to get back home to their beds,their toilets,their everything!Damn I just wanted to see my parents!The train was 3 hours late!Talk about good luck huh??
I slept,slept and slept!I was awake only for some 3 hours!and why I was awake?because I landed with an Acute Gastroenteritis!Vomiting and diarrhoea are formidable partners who can just punch the air out of you and render you like a deflated balloon!That's exactly what I am now!though much better!
Now as a consequence of this I am not able to write my Pharmacology exam tomorrow!So it all comes this A Puzzling trip, bad stomach + intestines,An unwritten exam!!!!!What a combination!
So much for an eventful week!Toodles great weekend!
Long time!!..It has been a crazy few weeks!.A tour about which I can't find any words to describe,food poisoning,Elation,An unwritten test!Whoa.They weren't kidding when they said Variety Is The Spice Of Life!
Actually many people felt that my blogs were becoming weepy!I actually accept I have been moping about like Moaning Myrtle!
So,I left for this tour like last Tuesday.Destinations target Bangalore,Mysore,Coorg.So,off we went in the train the first day,all of us congregated at the station pretty excited we were because we always see each other in drab clothes(AKA our college uniforms!)for once in life we looked colourful!We had Dr Meenakshi Sundaram sir and Dr aruna and her pretty daughter accompanying us.Now sir and ma'am are like these people who are just super fun!Into the train and we took like hours together to settle waking up the whole compartment and making so much noise that a guy practically called the police!Phew so settled and off we went into dreamland after lot of fights,yelling,dishum dishum and all that!
Arrival Bangalore and we booked into Pavana residency!Now they say Bangy is so famous for shopping the best part is we did not shop at all.We sat for 3 hours in the hotel looking at each others faces and majorly gossiping on people's clothes and many of the duets which were being played in full swing around us!
Then at last we went!!!!!!!!!To Visveshwaraya museum!It was fun though.The science part was really good.Then evening was ISKCON that too was awesome I just love that place!We were drenched in the rains and we were dripping wet in front of the Lord!But it was worth all the trouble!
I wouldn't call the tour as awesome or anything because there were lot of stuffs that happened for me to dislike it!There was a lot of batting eyelids,blushing,secret meetings,koochie kooing,lalalaing around me that actually made me irritated!But thanks to my really sweet and out of the world friends I didn't actually yell What the **** out of frustration!(I did though)
They all deserve a mention Madhu,Srinidhi,Himanshu,Veena,Srigireesh,Sanjoo,Sousheitha,Selva,Meenakshi Sir Thanks I don't think I would have lived through the trip without you people!
It is there that we discovered the joy of being together and having a lot of fun!We sang together,were majorly hyper,We danced in the rain,We talked talked and kept talking,Theres this song that caught onto all of us
Hey this is for all you guys associated with this song "ecchiki maccha eecha pocha(not mucha pocha:):))chinaki maacha cholaam chikki chikki cholaam chinaki cholaam eeyaaeeeyaaaooo!!Cool na!Yup just loved the song!
So we got back,everyone were just dying to get back home to their beds,their toilets,their everything!Damn I just wanted to see my parents!The train was 3 hours late!Talk about good luck huh??
I slept,slept and slept!I was awake only for some 3 hours!and why I was awake?because I landed with an Acute Gastroenteritis!Vomiting and diarrhoea are formidable partners who can just punch the air out of you and render you like a deflated balloon!That's exactly what I am now!though much better!
Now as a consequence of this I am not able to write my Pharmacology exam tomorrow!So it all comes this A Puzzling trip, bad stomach + intestines,An unwritten exam!!!!!What a combination!
So much for an eventful week!Toodles great weekend!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
From Darkness To Light
Hello!!
Another week gone!.Fading away and giving way to a brand new week!.
There are certain times,I really want to be Invisible!You know have an invisibility cloak like Harry Potter or something!But,during these times I just want to go into oblivion!I feel like taking cover in darkness!I want to hide beneath those blankets and never want to peep out of it.I justify this by saying,Sneha it is a big bad world out there,everyone is Selfish!Anyway you are going to feel worse!
I feel miserable and take comfort in darkness which comforts me.I sit and think of the people who drove me into this dark corner!I hate this feeling and I know I want to be out of this!But,am helpless memories of that same person shrouds me!surrounds me and keeps driving me crazy!
I keep looking at my phone if there is some message or some sort that is going to bring me out of this rigmarole!But no,nothing awaits me in my phone!I curse everyone and draw back into my corner vowing never to see My phone again!But sad that it is,I again go and check my phone!
Why this feeling of helplessness?I absolutely detest this feeling and scold myself for this feeling!Then suddenly I decide to check my phone for the last time!There it is!A message just for me!.With the symbol of a letter blinking away indicating that maybe I can put away my invisibility cloak or burrow deeper into it!
The message says come what may I am always there for you!I smile throw away my invisibility cloak and put on the lights in my room and kick the blankets away!
That's all!Sometimes you just need to hear a few comforting words,A pat on the back,or a big hug,a smile,a comforting word,a shoulder,A handkerchief,a silent reassurance!It makes a big difference.When you are lost in a crowd,and you see someone you know and familiar,that feeling is just indescribable!It is the same funda over here!
There have been instances when I have been part of a crowd that considers me invisible,at that time there will be this someone who will just give me that smile am yearning for.After that I don't care if the people I am with ignore me,because of that one smile!
We are not always lucky to have such friends who can make the saddest ,gloomiest day into a bright one!But,during these miserable times a smile even from a stranger can be comforting!
I just hope to God that He gives me friends who will never ever let me put on that invisibility cloak and will always be there whenever i want them and tell me in my ears that"Am Always there!"
Another week gone!.Fading away and giving way to a brand new week!.
There are certain times,I really want to be Invisible!You know have an invisibility cloak like Harry Potter or something!But,during these times I just want to go into oblivion!I feel like taking cover in darkness!I want to hide beneath those blankets and never want to peep out of it.I justify this by saying,Sneha it is a big bad world out there,everyone is Selfish!Anyway you are going to feel worse!
I feel miserable and take comfort in darkness which comforts me.I sit and think of the people who drove me into this dark corner!I hate this feeling and I know I want to be out of this!But,am helpless memories of that same person shrouds me!surrounds me and keeps driving me crazy!
I keep looking at my phone if there is some message or some sort that is going to bring me out of this rigmarole!But no,nothing awaits me in my phone!I curse everyone and draw back into my corner vowing never to see My phone again!But sad that it is,I again go and check my phone!
Why this feeling of helplessness?I absolutely detest this feeling and scold myself for this feeling!Then suddenly I decide to check my phone for the last time!There it is!A message just for me!.With the symbol of a letter blinking away indicating that maybe I can put away my invisibility cloak or burrow deeper into it!
The message says come what may I am always there for you!I smile throw away my invisibility cloak and put on the lights in my room and kick the blankets away!
That's all!Sometimes you just need to hear a few comforting words,A pat on the back,or a big hug,a smile,a comforting word,a shoulder,A handkerchief,a silent reassurance!It makes a big difference.When you are lost in a crowd,and you see someone you know and familiar,that feeling is just indescribable!It is the same funda over here!
There have been instances when I have been part of a crowd that considers me invisible,at that time there will be this someone who will just give me that smile am yearning for.After that I don't care if the people I am with ignore me,because of that one smile!
We are not always lucky to have such friends who can make the saddest ,gloomiest day into a bright one!But,during these miserable times a smile even from a stranger can be comforting!
I just hope to God that He gives me friends who will never ever let me put on that invisibility cloak and will always be there whenever i want them and tell me in my ears that"Am Always there!"
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Why?How?..Fine just leave it!
Hello!!!
A week gone by as usual:):).It always amazes me that time flies so very fast!.Guess that's how it is:).Wasn't a very bad week after all.
We had this Microbiology Exam where like you know out of a strength of 80,about 40 of us turned up.The Exam hall looked so paavam without anyone!
A matter which has never ever ceased to amaze is human nature itself!Yes,absolutely right what I mean is, "People".We keep changing like seasons,no i don't even think seasons is the right comparison.People change every minute of their life!What they are today,they never will be tomorrow!I talk to someone today may it be my friends,whatever they are never the same tomorrow!
Every second people have these weird mood swings!And if its not a very lucky day,we might have to bear the brunt of their wrath!I often wonder at these times at the rudeness of people's behaviour when they aren't in a good mood.I am not saying am any better!even i spit fire when am really really irritated!but why?Why aren't we able to control those emotions of utmost happiness and utmost sadness?And be the same always?
The answer is very obvious,if we were to be the same always there would be no masala in life!Life would be that monotonous thing with everyone wearing masks of similar expressions!Life I would say now is a major soap(namma Meaga Tv Serials!)with laughter,tears,happiness,hyperness,sadness,misery,jealousy,ego,greed,love!everything!
There are these certain questions which can never ever be answered at all! These questions don't demand an answer at all,but you can keep pondering on it like for hours together.Maybe my question is one of such kind!
What triggered me to write this?Yes,this has always been something which has plagued my mind as to why we can't just take things casually,normally,lightly?Why do we analyse dig,dig and dig!all these lead to nothing but further confusion leading to delirium!I met this certain person today(name shall not be disclosed!) who actually is my really really good friend,i don't know why but this person behaved really very weird and hesitated to actually even talk to me properly!I was taken aback because this person can talk 135 words/minute and actually was today struggling to talk about 12 words continuously!.This lead to a string of thoughts in my mind as to why people are like this and hence this blog!
Guess it just leads to say that,with every move of the hand of the clock our thoughts also change!PH D's are being done on so many complicated topics,but I think personally no one can study this complex,mind boggling,puzzling,exasperating aspect called "Moods of People". That's all to pen,ok keyboard:)Great week!
A week gone by as usual:):).It always amazes me that time flies so very fast!.Guess that's how it is:).Wasn't a very bad week after all.
We had this Microbiology Exam where like you know out of a strength of 80,about 40 of us turned up.The Exam hall looked so paavam without anyone!
A matter which has never ever ceased to amaze is human nature itself!Yes,absolutely right what I mean is, "People".We keep changing like seasons,no i don't even think seasons is the right comparison.People change every minute of their life!What they are today,they never will be tomorrow!I talk to someone today may it be my friends,whatever they are never the same tomorrow!
Every second people have these weird mood swings!And if its not a very lucky day,we might have to bear the brunt of their wrath!I often wonder at these times at the rudeness of people's behaviour when they aren't in a good mood.I am not saying am any better!even i spit fire when am really really irritated!but why?Why aren't we able to control those emotions of utmost happiness and utmost sadness?And be the same always?
The answer is very obvious,if we were to be the same always there would be no masala in life!Life would be that monotonous thing with everyone wearing masks of similar expressions!Life I would say now is a major soap(namma Meaga Tv Serials!)with laughter,tears,happiness,hyperness,sadness,misery,jealousy,ego,greed,love!everything!
There are these certain questions which can never ever be answered at all! These questions don't demand an answer at all,but you can keep pondering on it like for hours together.Maybe my question is one of such kind!
What triggered me to write this?Yes,this has always been something which has plagued my mind as to why we can't just take things casually,normally,lightly?Why do we analyse dig,dig and dig!all these lead to nothing but further confusion leading to delirium!I met this certain person today(name shall not be disclosed!) who actually is my really really good friend,i don't know why but this person behaved really very weird and hesitated to actually even talk to me properly!I was taken aback because this person can talk 135 words/minute and actually was today struggling to talk about 12 words continuously!.This lead to a string of thoughts in my mind as to why people are like this and hence this blog!
Guess it just leads to say that,with every move of the hand of the clock our thoughts also change!PH D's are being done on so many complicated topics,but I think personally no one can study this complex,mind boggling,puzzling,exasperating aspect called "Moods of People". That's all to pen,ok keyboard:)Great week!
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