Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Friend?or an end?

hello!
Long time huh?Having holidays now,and globetrotting if I can call it that!Made a trip to Singapore and Kuala Lumpur1Was terrific!Loved Singapore.Marveled at its greenery,cleanliness,modern ways,buildings,monuments,people,music,food,places,roads practically everything:):)...Maybe will elaborate on it in the next blog entry.
I do not call myself a poet.No never.Yes I do write poems on subjects really close to my heart,but am not a poet.Now I actually am going to write a poem.I guess whoever is Reading this will understand the contents and the meaning of my poem.No,I do not want to publicise my poem.I am just writing it in the hope that whomever this poem is intended for,they get the point.So,here goes for nothing

Where are you My dear friend?
Is it after all a sad end?
I sit thinking,of beautiful days,
Have we gone in separate ways?

Remember that winter?the fun we had?
We drove all the people around us mad!
We played together,studied together,gossiped!
But today there you are sitting tight lipped!

Ours was the Best friendship ever,we swore!
But that i guess was written in water!
I give excuses on your behalf which I know are useless
But it gives my wounded heart some comfort,nevertheless!

Is our relation that's all to you?
I secretly nicknamed ourselves as Piglet and Pooh!:)
I used to think how lucky I am!
To be friends with someone as close as butter and jam!

Do you remember those endless conversations on the phone?
When shouted at by our parents,we used to reduce our tone!
Those endless conversations at nights?
Those silly little,tear jerking fights?

Is it all like an act?that come down the curtains,we leave?
Oh pity it is,that I miss you so,
What right do you have to just let go?

I think of this Friendship with fond remembrance.
Do not even you have a little bit of grievance?
there used to never be a day without talking to you.
And now you do not even want to talk to me for a minute or two.

Have you forgotten me?I look at my phone eagerly,
But I do not see any message or call from you,I shut my phone miserably!
Get back to me oh dear friend!
Am I now looking at a dead end?

I write this to you with love!To you this message I send,
From a friend who forever wants to be your friend!


Hoping that the person really understands the depth of my feelings!I write this poem,it might be monotonous,long,sad,useless whatever!...But it is a poem written with a lot of love!
Have a great week!take care!tatatatata

Monday, May 3, 2010

Cats galore???

hello!
A week gone!It always amazes how time flies so fast!Just whizzes by!and by the time you know it,the next week is already here!
It was a weird last week!Thank God my stomach has settled down!I really cannot survive without eating those bajjis and bondas when it is raining over here!Yup,rains are the best time for bajji's and a cup of tea and a totally out of the world book:)
So life was going about normally at my home,appa amma and I,without any intruders into our privacy and absolutely no one to really command our attention you know.We are three independent adults who go about our work and when we come together our world rocks.And there was absolutely no place whatsoever for anyone or anything.Entry,a fluffy,white,ball like small little cutie pie,with eyes as green as the leaves on which dew drops sit every morning!aww that is our dear kitten Fluffy(christened by my father who is an ANIMAL HATER).So from this you can see the hold Fluffy has on my family!
We are not basically the animal types,we are not fond of pets and all.But theres this tradition for one particular family of cats(though it beats me why!)to expand their family tree only in my home!Funny though it may sound my home,is a home for many kittens who I have seen have matured into adult cats in turn raising their own family.So,I never really bothered about any of these, cats or not life goes on that was my view.
But I was proved wrong by Fluffy!She stole my heart the moment I set my eyes on her.The first time I saw her she was running amidst leaves taller than her she was so small,baby that she got hidden among the leaves!
It was love at first sight for me and my mother1We kept track of Fluffy day and night. It would be totally wrong on my part at this juncture if I do not mention Fluffy's dutiful mother!Woww that is a classical example of motherhood!She is Motherhood personified!She is the epitome of motherliness!She caters to every need of her baby,feeds her,plays with her,guards her and snarls at anyone who comes in the vicinity guarding her little one from the vagaries of life!
My father is a die hard animal hater,imagine he too fell in love with Fluffy.My God the mother and daughter play!Now that is something everyone has to witness.Now, Fluffy is a normal bright and very very very active baby!She runs around all day!She jumps on her mother and bites her mother's ears playfully and she plays the tail game with her mother,where her mom swishes her tail and Fluffy's task is to jump to the other side.Sometimes the mom gets so tired,she goes off to sleep!and folds her tail inside much to the unhappiness of Fluffy who meoowwwss angrily at her mother and paws at her!Words are not suffice to explain the beauty and the bliss of being an animal(that too,a very sweet one)
I have grown attached to Fluffy though she lives in the compound of my home in a place that belongs only to her that we have become strangers to that place!I have become emotionally attached to Fluffy,though she does not know who I am.She gives me those sweet look with her head tilted to one side!Oh I lose my heart,my heart goes all gooey at that look and I would just give anything for that look!
Everyday back from college,first I go and look if she is there.If she is not there,I really really feel bad and I keep going there leaving whatever I am doing just to have a glimpse of her.Not only me,all the three of us have grown to love Furry ball,that one day when she has to leave,we will be left heartbroken with memories of that beautiful,little kitten who stole our hearts and crept into our life and made us also enjoy along with her:)
I love you,Fluffy!And do not grow up It is a big bad world out there.I really do not feel like letting you go:(..But that is what life is all about right?
Anyways have a catty week!filled with furry surprises toodles!!!