Friday, April 23, 2010

Hello!!!
Long time!!..It has been a crazy few weeks!.A tour about which I can't find any words to describe,food poisoning,Elation,An unwritten test!Whoa.They weren't kidding when they said Variety Is The Spice Of Life!
Actually many people felt that my blogs were becoming weepy!I actually accept I have been moping about like Moaning Myrtle!
So,I left for this tour like last Tuesday.Destinations target Bangalore,Mysore,Coorg.So,off we went in the train the first day,all of us congregated at the station pretty excited we were because we always see each other in drab clothes(AKA our college uniforms!)for once in life we looked colourful!We had Dr Meenakshi Sundaram sir and Dr aruna and her pretty daughter accompanying us.Now sir and ma'am are like these people who are just super fun!Into the train and we took like hours together to settle waking up the whole compartment and making so much noise that a guy practically called the police!Phew so settled and off we went into dreamland after lot of fights,yelling,dishum dishum and all that!
Arrival Bangalore and we booked into Pavana residency!Now they say Bangy is so famous for shopping the best part is we did not shop at all.We sat for 3 hours in the hotel looking at each others faces and majorly gossiping on people's clothes and many of the duets which were being played in full swing around us!
Then at last we went!!!!!!!!!To Visveshwaraya museum!It was fun though.The science part was really good.Then evening was ISKCON that too was awesome I just love that place!We were drenched in the rains and we were dripping wet in front of the Lord!But it was worth all the trouble!
I wouldn't call the tour as awesome or anything because there were lot of stuffs that happened for me to dislike it!There was a lot of batting eyelids,blushing,secret meetings,koochie kooing,lalalaing around me that actually made me irritated!But thanks to my really sweet and out of the world friends I didn't actually yell What the **** out of frustration!(I did though)
They all deserve a mention Madhu,Srinidhi,Himanshu,Veena,Srigireesh,Sanjoo,Sousheitha,Selva,Meenakshi Sir Thanks I don't think I would have lived through the trip without you people!
It is there that we discovered the joy of being together and having a lot of fun!We sang together,were majorly hyper,We danced in the rain,We talked talked and kept talking,Theres this song that caught onto all of us
Hey this is for all you guys associated with this song "ecchiki maccha eecha pocha(not mucha pocha:):))chinaki maacha cholaam chikki chikki cholaam chinaki cholaam eeyaaeeeyaaaooo!!Cool na!Yup just loved the song!
So we got back,everyone were just dying to get back home to their beds,their toilets,their everything!Damn I just wanted to see my parents!The train was 3 hours late!Talk about good luck huh??
I slept,slept and slept!I was awake only for some 3 hours!and why I was awake?because I landed with an Acute Gastroenteritis!Vomiting and diarrhoea are formidable partners who can just punch the air out of you and render you like a deflated balloon!That's exactly what I am now!though much better!
Now as a consequence of this I am not able to write my Pharmacology exam tomorrow!So it all comes this A Puzzling trip, bad stomach + intestines,An unwritten exam!!!!!What a combination!
So much for an eventful week!Toodles great weekend!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

From Darkness To Light

Hello!!
Another week gone!.Fading away and giving way to a brand new week!.

There are certain times,I really want to be Invisible!You know have an invisibility cloak like Harry Potter or something!But,during these times I just want to go into oblivion!I feel like taking cover in darkness!I want to hide beneath those blankets and never want to peep out of it.I justify this by saying,Sneha it is a big bad world out there,everyone is Selfish!Anyway you are going to feel worse!
I feel miserable and take comfort in darkness which comforts me.I sit and think of the people who drove me into this dark corner!I hate this feeling and I know I want to be out of this!But,am helpless memories of that same person shrouds me!surrounds me and keeps driving me crazy!
I keep looking at my phone if there is some message or some sort that is going to bring me out of this rigmarole!But no,nothing awaits me in my phone!I curse everyone and draw back into my corner vowing never to see My phone again!But sad that it is,I again go and check my phone!
Why this feeling of helplessness?I absolutely detest this feeling and scold myself for this feeling!Then suddenly I decide to check my phone for the last time!There it is!A message just for me!.With the symbol of a letter blinking away indicating that maybe I can put away my invisibility cloak or burrow deeper into it!
The message says come what may I am always there for you!I smile throw away my invisibility cloak and put on the lights in my room and kick the blankets away!
That's all!Sometimes you just need to hear a few comforting words,A pat on the back,or a big hug,a smile,a comforting word,a shoulder,A handkerchief,a silent reassurance!It makes a big difference.When you are lost in a crowd,and you see someone you know and familiar,that feeling is just indescribable!It is the same funda over here!
There have been instances when I have been part of a crowd that considers me invisible,at that time there will be this someone who will just give me that smile am yearning for.After that I don't care if the people I am with ignore me,because of that one smile!
We are not always lucky to have such friends who can make the saddest ,gloomiest day into a bright one!But,during these miserable times a smile even from a stranger can be comforting!
I just hope to God that He gives me friends who will never ever let me put on that invisibility cloak and will always be there whenever i want them and tell me in my ears that"Am Always there!"

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Why?How?..Fine just leave it!

Hello!!!
A week gone by as usual:):).It always amazes me that time flies so very fast!.Guess that's how it is:).Wasn't a very bad week after all.
We had this Microbiology Exam where like you know out of a strength of 80,about 40 of us turned up.The Exam hall looked so paavam without anyone!
A matter which has never ever ceased to amaze is human nature itself!Yes,absolutely right what I mean is, "People".We keep changing like seasons,no i don't even think seasons is the right comparison.People change every minute of their life!What they are today,they never will be tomorrow!I talk to someone today may it be my friends,whatever they are never the same tomorrow!
Every second people have these weird mood swings!And if its not a very lucky day,we might have to bear the brunt of their wrath!I often wonder at these times at the rudeness of people's behaviour when they aren't in a good mood.I am not saying am any better!even i spit fire when am really really irritated!but why?Why aren't we able to control those emotions of utmost happiness and utmost sadness?And be the same always?
The answer is very obvious,if we were to be the same always there would be no masala in life!Life would be that monotonous thing with everyone wearing masks of similar expressions!Life I would say now is a major soap(namma Meaga Tv Serials!)with laughter,tears,happiness,hyperness,sadness,misery,jealousy,ego,greed,love!everything!
There are these certain questions which can never ever be answered at all! These questions don't demand an answer at all,but you can keep pondering on it like for hours together.Maybe my question is one of such kind!
What triggered me to write this?Yes,this has always been something which has plagued my mind as to why we can't just take things casually,normally,lightly?Why do we analyse dig,dig and dig!all these lead to nothing but further confusion leading to delirium!I met this certain person today(name shall not be disclosed!) who actually is my really really good friend,i don't know why but this person behaved really very weird and hesitated to actually even talk to me properly!I was taken aback because this person can talk 135 words/minute and actually was today struggling to talk about 12 words continuously!.This lead to a string of thoughts in my mind as to why people are like this and hence this blog!
Guess it just leads to say that,with every move of the hand of the clock our thoughts also change!PH D's are being done on so many complicated topics,but I think personally no one can study this complex,mind boggling,puzzling,exasperating aspect called "Moods of People". That's all to pen,ok keyboard:)Great week!