Saturday, November 6, 2010

Life goes on...

Hello!!!!!
Long Long Long time:):):)...Lets just say that my laziness knows no bounds and when it comes to typing!!!!....Oh God am just too lazy for my own good..Time and Tide wait for no Man..
It has never ceased to amaze me....what??Time....Time flies and seconds and minutes just pass off and when you know it bloody hell the whole day is over!!!It was just in 2008,that I remember handing over my last Exam(Biology)paper to the examiner.Wow,I would quote that as one of the best moments in Life.I was broadly grinning at the examiner who must have thought I am Bonkers!But little did I care.I remember coming out and doing a victory jig symbolising that yes,I was officially out of the 12 Th standard torture!the ensuing 6 months were damn boring,but that apart ,yes Time just went by.
Then I remember my counselling,man was I nervous.But I got through and when I i did I remember being wrapped up into a tight hug from my father as his joy knew no bounds as they were ushering in a doctor after like how many ever generations!Then too,mixed emotions happiness sadness?fear of meeting new people,making new friends,feeling comfortable,developing a rapport!Phew everything mattered!!
I remembering entering my formidable college with a worrisome face,a frown,and total unhappiness.I frankly did not want to fly away from the cozy nest called School!Ha ha ha the funniest part is I even remember not wanting to go to school!I thought school was scary too...But then we all grow to love our school after sometime and when we are used to it.Years passed and school became a second home.
I often wonder at human nature,we are hesitant and reluctant to start with something and then as time goes by we grow to love and come to depend on what we do.It becomes as natural as breathing to us.And when it is time to let go of it again our emotions goes havoc:):)Guess that's how we are made!
I was reluctant to got to college and I had a million thoughts and Zillions of prohibitions and the same went with school.But now I know that I have come to love both with an intensity very strong.Is it because I have to love it(because theres no other way,coz am stuck here till whatever time) or is it because I have genuinely come to love the people,whatever I am doing,the ambiance I am in?.
You might say Oh my God.Why is Sneha mokkai potufying?But seriously just sit and think of it.Somethings or some people we don't even know or not even heard of assume importance and become integral parts of our lives by the game of Fate,We don't even realise Time slipping past through us.and when we realise it, its ust too late.
I wish I had the powers to make Time static and make a day standstill without progressing.I wish I could get back rewind and amend the mistakes I have made or at least if it was something happy,live those moments again.I wish I could fast forward all those moments in life which I don't really want to face.But then again,Life that's what it means right.I personally think its the dismal weather which is making me think this philosophically,but am damn sure that theres someone out there who would have definitely thought along the same lines.Till then.Signing off.Have a great weekend.Toodles

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Doctor with a capital letter "D"!

Helloo..
Really really long time:):)...I guess and I accept that I was just toolazy to type:):)Actually after those treacherous exams of mine,I thought maybe I'd go into hibernation for quite sometime:):)
was just generally lost in thoughts.I seemed to remember the day when I finished my 12th standard..and whooped with joy,that everything was over.:)I just remember vividly coming back home,eating to my heart's content and sleeping:)of course the ensuing 6 months were the most boring no doubt in that at all because I had absolutely nothing to do!An idle mind is a devil's workshop..A very famous saying and I have to agree with t.Those 6 months I did all random things went for paatu class,read books,went for a holiday,learnt cooking(ok,,close your mouths people!I do know how to cook with help only though!,I pestered people at home,pulled everyone's legs!sounds fun na?but,honestly those were exasperating days!
Now,I wouldn't call myself as a an extremely focused person,with my nose 24 hours inside a book or anything like that.I never had a clue what I wanted from life in those 6 months.I was aimless,and this frustrated me.Doctor,engineer,BA lit?Nothing,I was so blank!I detested my lethargy and I kept putting off having to think about my future.
That was when I one day remembered an incident as a child telling my parents I want to become a doctor.They just smiled it off,as it was just a child's whims and fancies!.But,when I did get a chance to do MBBS.I was apprehensive,I wasn't really ready to come into terms with my childhood fancy.I didn't really know what to do.I was filled with lots and lots of questions!I kept them to myself,guess inside I even had the hope that I am not going to be offered a seat!
Off I went.and I was indeed offered a seat!I was shocked,my father was so very proud it was written all over his face,my mom cried with happiness!I was still in a state of shock.I didn't want to come out of my protective cocoon of being at home.
People keep telling me wherever I go and I tell them MBBS,they are like AHHHHH!God....tough la??Am like yeah tell me something new!!!!!!!
S,I entered college with lots of inhibitions rather than confidence.Rated as the toughest course I really didn't know whether to feel proud or cry in dismay:):):)...I got new friends and great friends that too .
But,yes MBBS is a strain to the body,mind everything.You have to slog slog and slog.You shouldn't be repelled by sights,have a strong mind,heart everything!Every exam is so taxing so punishing that every time you feel like giving it up,turn back and walk off..At this point I do not know how many of my friends would agree with me.
But every one am sure reaches a saturation point sits down keeps the books and tears the hair in frustration!Often during those times of trial I have thought,Do I really need to pass through this rigmarole?why do I need to suffer so much?Why do I even bother?Why am I spoiling my health?why?why?why?...I also wonder at those patients who come with problems and diseases..they are so full of pain and suffering and I learn from their suffering:(:(
It's like as though someone has tossed me into a washing machine and I emerge out drained and tired.All of us look miserable during those times dark circles,droopy eyes,tired sad faces.It's really a misery.
Not that I don't have fun in college!College,spells fun for me!.Awesome fun!But its just these taxing times which makes me reflect!
Coming to the fact,whether I regret this decision of taking up this course!....No,I do not.Come what may at the end of the day I realise that I would never ever have been happy elsewhere!...At the end of the day when I think about those patients who are so cooperative and jocularly tell us when we are chatting with them that in the future they'd cme to us,when I think of my granndmom fondly hugging me and saying I am proud of you,when I think of my parents with their eyes full of pride,when someone says she is a doctor,when I have that stethoscope around my neck,I think maybe everything is worth it after all!!!...
I know that come what may I will be happy and satisfied at the end of everything!Kudos to all the doctors everywhere in the world!!!and t all my friends!!Because every time an exam begins we just want it to end!..Till another exam comes up....:):):).......toodlesssssss

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Friend?or an end?

hello!
Long time huh?Having holidays now,and globetrotting if I can call it that!Made a trip to Singapore and Kuala Lumpur1Was terrific!Loved Singapore.Marveled at its greenery,cleanliness,modern ways,buildings,monuments,people,music,food,places,roads practically everything:):)...Maybe will elaborate on it in the next blog entry.
I do not call myself a poet.No never.Yes I do write poems on subjects really close to my heart,but am not a poet.Now I actually am going to write a poem.I guess whoever is Reading this will understand the contents and the meaning of my poem.No,I do not want to publicise my poem.I am just writing it in the hope that whomever this poem is intended for,they get the point.So,here goes for nothing

Where are you My dear friend?
Is it after all a sad end?
I sit thinking,of beautiful days,
Have we gone in separate ways?

Remember that winter?the fun we had?
We drove all the people around us mad!
We played together,studied together,gossiped!
But today there you are sitting tight lipped!

Ours was the Best friendship ever,we swore!
But that i guess was written in water!
I give excuses on your behalf which I know are useless
But it gives my wounded heart some comfort,nevertheless!

Is our relation that's all to you?
I secretly nicknamed ourselves as Piglet and Pooh!:)
I used to think how lucky I am!
To be friends with someone as close as butter and jam!

Do you remember those endless conversations on the phone?
When shouted at by our parents,we used to reduce our tone!
Those endless conversations at nights?
Those silly little,tear jerking fights?

Is it all like an act?that come down the curtains,we leave?
Oh pity it is,that I miss you so,
What right do you have to just let go?

I think of this Friendship with fond remembrance.
Do not even you have a little bit of grievance?
there used to never be a day without talking to you.
And now you do not even want to talk to me for a minute or two.

Have you forgotten me?I look at my phone eagerly,
But I do not see any message or call from you,I shut my phone miserably!
Get back to me oh dear friend!
Am I now looking at a dead end?

I write this to you with love!To you this message I send,
From a friend who forever wants to be your friend!


Hoping that the person really understands the depth of my feelings!I write this poem,it might be monotonous,long,sad,useless whatever!...But it is a poem written with a lot of love!
Have a great week!take care!tatatatata

Monday, May 3, 2010

Cats galore???

hello!
A week gone!It always amazes how time flies so fast!Just whizzes by!and by the time you know it,the next week is already here!
It was a weird last week!Thank God my stomach has settled down!I really cannot survive without eating those bajjis and bondas when it is raining over here!Yup,rains are the best time for bajji's and a cup of tea and a totally out of the world book:)
So life was going about normally at my home,appa amma and I,without any intruders into our privacy and absolutely no one to really command our attention you know.We are three independent adults who go about our work and when we come together our world rocks.And there was absolutely no place whatsoever for anyone or anything.Entry,a fluffy,white,ball like small little cutie pie,with eyes as green as the leaves on which dew drops sit every morning!aww that is our dear kitten Fluffy(christened by my father who is an ANIMAL HATER).So from this you can see the hold Fluffy has on my family!
We are not basically the animal types,we are not fond of pets and all.But theres this tradition for one particular family of cats(though it beats me why!)to expand their family tree only in my home!Funny though it may sound my home,is a home for many kittens who I have seen have matured into adult cats in turn raising their own family.So,I never really bothered about any of these, cats or not life goes on that was my view.
But I was proved wrong by Fluffy!She stole my heart the moment I set my eyes on her.The first time I saw her she was running amidst leaves taller than her she was so small,baby that she got hidden among the leaves!
It was love at first sight for me and my mother1We kept track of Fluffy day and night. It would be totally wrong on my part at this juncture if I do not mention Fluffy's dutiful mother!Woww that is a classical example of motherhood!She is Motherhood personified!She is the epitome of motherliness!She caters to every need of her baby,feeds her,plays with her,guards her and snarls at anyone who comes in the vicinity guarding her little one from the vagaries of life!
My father is a die hard animal hater,imagine he too fell in love with Fluffy.My God the mother and daughter play!Now that is something everyone has to witness.Now, Fluffy is a normal bright and very very very active baby!She runs around all day!She jumps on her mother and bites her mother's ears playfully and she plays the tail game with her mother,where her mom swishes her tail and Fluffy's task is to jump to the other side.Sometimes the mom gets so tired,she goes off to sleep!and folds her tail inside much to the unhappiness of Fluffy who meoowwwss angrily at her mother and paws at her!Words are not suffice to explain the beauty and the bliss of being an animal(that too,a very sweet one)
I have grown attached to Fluffy though she lives in the compound of my home in a place that belongs only to her that we have become strangers to that place!I have become emotionally attached to Fluffy,though she does not know who I am.She gives me those sweet look with her head tilted to one side!Oh I lose my heart,my heart goes all gooey at that look and I would just give anything for that look!
Everyday back from college,first I go and look if she is there.If she is not there,I really really feel bad and I keep going there leaving whatever I am doing just to have a glimpse of her.Not only me,all the three of us have grown to love Furry ball,that one day when she has to leave,we will be left heartbroken with memories of that beautiful,little kitten who stole our hearts and crept into our life and made us also enjoy along with her:)
I love you,Fluffy!And do not grow up It is a big bad world out there.I really do not feel like letting you go:(..But that is what life is all about right?
Anyways have a catty week!filled with furry surprises toodles!!!

Friday, April 23, 2010

Hello!!!
Long time!!..It has been a crazy few weeks!.A tour about which I can't find any words to describe,food poisoning,Elation,An unwritten test!Whoa.They weren't kidding when they said Variety Is The Spice Of Life!
Actually many people felt that my blogs were becoming weepy!I actually accept I have been moping about like Moaning Myrtle!
So,I left for this tour like last Tuesday.Destinations target Bangalore,Mysore,Coorg.So,off we went in the train the first day,all of us congregated at the station pretty excited we were because we always see each other in drab clothes(AKA our college uniforms!)for once in life we looked colourful!We had Dr Meenakshi Sundaram sir and Dr aruna and her pretty daughter accompanying us.Now sir and ma'am are like these people who are just super fun!Into the train and we took like hours together to settle waking up the whole compartment and making so much noise that a guy practically called the police!Phew so settled and off we went into dreamland after lot of fights,yelling,dishum dishum and all that!
Arrival Bangalore and we booked into Pavana residency!Now they say Bangy is so famous for shopping the best part is we did not shop at all.We sat for 3 hours in the hotel looking at each others faces and majorly gossiping on people's clothes and many of the duets which were being played in full swing around us!
Then at last we went!!!!!!!!!To Visveshwaraya museum!It was fun though.The science part was really good.Then evening was ISKCON that too was awesome I just love that place!We were drenched in the rains and we were dripping wet in front of the Lord!But it was worth all the trouble!
I wouldn't call the tour as awesome or anything because there were lot of stuffs that happened for me to dislike it!There was a lot of batting eyelids,blushing,secret meetings,koochie kooing,lalalaing around me that actually made me irritated!But thanks to my really sweet and out of the world friends I didn't actually yell What the **** out of frustration!(I did though)
They all deserve a mention Madhu,Srinidhi,Himanshu,Veena,Srigireesh,Sanjoo,Sousheitha,Selva,Meenakshi Sir Thanks I don't think I would have lived through the trip without you people!
It is there that we discovered the joy of being together and having a lot of fun!We sang together,were majorly hyper,We danced in the rain,We talked talked and kept talking,Theres this song that caught onto all of us
Hey this is for all you guys associated with this song "ecchiki maccha eecha pocha(not mucha pocha:):))chinaki maacha cholaam chikki chikki cholaam chinaki cholaam eeyaaeeeyaaaooo!!Cool na!Yup just loved the song!
So we got back,everyone were just dying to get back home to their beds,their toilets,their everything!Damn I just wanted to see my parents!The train was 3 hours late!Talk about good luck huh??
I slept,slept and slept!I was awake only for some 3 hours!and why I was awake?because I landed with an Acute Gastroenteritis!Vomiting and diarrhoea are formidable partners who can just punch the air out of you and render you like a deflated balloon!That's exactly what I am now!though much better!
Now as a consequence of this I am not able to write my Pharmacology exam tomorrow!So it all comes this A Puzzling trip, bad stomach + intestines,An unwritten exam!!!!!What a combination!
So much for an eventful week!Toodles great weekend!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

From Darkness To Light

Hello!!
Another week gone!.Fading away and giving way to a brand new week!.

There are certain times,I really want to be Invisible!You know have an invisibility cloak like Harry Potter or something!But,during these times I just want to go into oblivion!I feel like taking cover in darkness!I want to hide beneath those blankets and never want to peep out of it.I justify this by saying,Sneha it is a big bad world out there,everyone is Selfish!Anyway you are going to feel worse!
I feel miserable and take comfort in darkness which comforts me.I sit and think of the people who drove me into this dark corner!I hate this feeling and I know I want to be out of this!But,am helpless memories of that same person shrouds me!surrounds me and keeps driving me crazy!
I keep looking at my phone if there is some message or some sort that is going to bring me out of this rigmarole!But no,nothing awaits me in my phone!I curse everyone and draw back into my corner vowing never to see My phone again!But sad that it is,I again go and check my phone!
Why this feeling of helplessness?I absolutely detest this feeling and scold myself for this feeling!Then suddenly I decide to check my phone for the last time!There it is!A message just for me!.With the symbol of a letter blinking away indicating that maybe I can put away my invisibility cloak or burrow deeper into it!
The message says come what may I am always there for you!I smile throw away my invisibility cloak and put on the lights in my room and kick the blankets away!
That's all!Sometimes you just need to hear a few comforting words,A pat on the back,or a big hug,a smile,a comforting word,a shoulder,A handkerchief,a silent reassurance!It makes a big difference.When you are lost in a crowd,and you see someone you know and familiar,that feeling is just indescribable!It is the same funda over here!
There have been instances when I have been part of a crowd that considers me invisible,at that time there will be this someone who will just give me that smile am yearning for.After that I don't care if the people I am with ignore me,because of that one smile!
We are not always lucky to have such friends who can make the saddest ,gloomiest day into a bright one!But,during these miserable times a smile even from a stranger can be comforting!
I just hope to God that He gives me friends who will never ever let me put on that invisibility cloak and will always be there whenever i want them and tell me in my ears that"Am Always there!"

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Why?How?..Fine just leave it!

Hello!!!
A week gone by as usual:):).It always amazes me that time flies so very fast!.Guess that's how it is:).Wasn't a very bad week after all.
We had this Microbiology Exam where like you know out of a strength of 80,about 40 of us turned up.The Exam hall looked so paavam without anyone!
A matter which has never ever ceased to amaze is human nature itself!Yes,absolutely right what I mean is, "People".We keep changing like seasons,no i don't even think seasons is the right comparison.People change every minute of their life!What they are today,they never will be tomorrow!I talk to someone today may it be my friends,whatever they are never the same tomorrow!
Every second people have these weird mood swings!And if its not a very lucky day,we might have to bear the brunt of their wrath!I often wonder at these times at the rudeness of people's behaviour when they aren't in a good mood.I am not saying am any better!even i spit fire when am really really irritated!but why?Why aren't we able to control those emotions of utmost happiness and utmost sadness?And be the same always?
The answer is very obvious,if we were to be the same always there would be no masala in life!Life would be that monotonous thing with everyone wearing masks of similar expressions!Life I would say now is a major soap(namma Meaga Tv Serials!)with laughter,tears,happiness,hyperness,sadness,misery,jealousy,ego,greed,love!everything!
There are these certain questions which can never ever be answered at all! These questions don't demand an answer at all,but you can keep pondering on it like for hours together.Maybe my question is one of such kind!
What triggered me to write this?Yes,this has always been something which has plagued my mind as to why we can't just take things casually,normally,lightly?Why do we analyse dig,dig and dig!all these lead to nothing but further confusion leading to delirium!I met this certain person today(name shall not be disclosed!) who actually is my really really good friend,i don't know why but this person behaved really very weird and hesitated to actually even talk to me properly!I was taken aback because this person can talk 135 words/minute and actually was today struggling to talk about 12 words continuously!.This lead to a string of thoughts in my mind as to why people are like this and hence this blog!
Guess it just leads to say that,with every move of the hand of the clock our thoughts also change!PH D's are being done on so many complicated topics,but I think personally no one can study this complex,mind boggling,puzzling,exasperating aspect called "Moods of People". That's all to pen,ok keyboard:)Great week!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Hello!!!
A new week!!a new Beginning:).Had been to Chennai and God was it hot or what?Phew..couldn't just wait to get back to Coimbatore and yes promptly today evening,the scorching sun gave way to those clouds and there was this utterly blissful breeze lulling many people to sleep after an exhausting day in the heat.I was one among those many people to sleep!
But before sleeping, i just went out and sat and looked around!.What i saw was beautiful!..Nature at her best!.there was this Darkness because it was cloudy,like it was threatening to rain,The clouds forming haphazardly wonderful designs were moving around here and there,The trees were happy too:).They expressed their happiness by swaying with the breeze as though they were dancing with joy.The fallen leaves which were making those crunching noises when i stepped on them also felt like music to my ears!
Its no exaggeration when they say that Nature is a balm to a wounded soul!..Ok my Soul is not wounded and all!But i was able to understand Her glory!.I am not a poet,but lines came rushing into my mind when I saw this vision!.Just picture this a fabulous evening and sitting out amidst the breeze,The trees. My hair was all around in tangles!My hair tickling my face and going into my nose and irritating me!But none of this bothered me because i was staring open mouthed at this picturesque scene!
My God!Beautiful isn't what i would describe it!i am at a loss for words to describe Her beauty.I wished at that moment If only I had been a painter at least I could have captured her beauty with my paint brush!but even that would have been, in my opinion been insufficient!
I realise that i really never till today bothered to appreciate Nature because i was so called "busy".I realise that Nature gives us those little moments where we really marvel at her!
I remember these opening lines from my favourite poem "Leisure"
"What is this life.if full of care?
We do not have the time to stand and stare?"
This is what it comes to at the end!.Nature keeps reminding us that I am always here,it is you who never bothered to look at me before!.I saw this today and I really really thought that i have to wrie this down!Great week!tata!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Musings Of A Wandering Mind

Hello!
Another week gone by.Why is it that time zooms away so fast racing way ahead?This week was not very eventful exams,exams,exams!!I think my whole life am going to spend writing exams forever!
I have often wondered,you know the times i have been really happy and hyper,what does it feel like to be really sad low and lonely?At that time i would just laugh at myself and shun my thoughts to the back of my mind.Not very often do i get into those moods of mine where I feel extremely sad and lonely,so i thought maybe this time I'll pen it down so at least i can read my own thoughts about my feelings.
Theres this feeling of utmost sadness,people forgotten and buried deep into my brain surface out and memories haunt me.Memories at which I laugh,I cry.I reach out to those memories which just slip through my fingers reminding me that it is nothing but stored information.Its like i have phased out of reality,people are walking with me but i do not realise it and i keep walking in a world of my own filled with thoughts.I am preoccupied with things, that I do not realise that people are talking to me.I jolt out of my reverie to see that people are looking at me weirdly deciding for sure that i have gone nuts!
Alone that I am,I muse to myself,talk to myself and scold myself for whatever it is that i have done.Why is there this heavy feeling in my heart?Tears trickle down without my knowledge and drop down into my open palm,i realise the tear drop in my hand and put a hand to my face and feel the moistness.Tears shed for someone for some memory,those happy days for which i long but have lost!My school,my friends,togetherness,fights at which i laugh now,those mischiefs,standing and gossiping in the corridor till the principal comes out and gives us a dose!,the passage near the toilet,the labs,the water doctors in the labs,my teachers who forever are unable to control my unruly class,the board,my desk....the list is endless.I remember those colourful days,and tell myself to be happy with those everlasting memories.
I relive every moment with joy and wonder where all my schoolmates,my teachers are?I may be in contact with my school friends but its never like being together.A new day will dawn tomorrow and am surely going to be fine.But will those memories so full of colours so full of life ever fail to make me sad?I look at my slam book and autograph book where we have made silly promises to see each other and all.Now i realise that those were promises written on water!Today all of us are so busy,SO SELFISH,that we do not have time for anyone or anything!
I ask myself when was the last time i stopped and listened to the birds sing,the rain patter,the rustling of leaves,the things silence wants to say,good songs!I tell myself it has been a long time!Life has become so mechanical and so rigid and so goal oriented that I realise that I have failed to enjoy those small beautiful things Life actually offers but which we opt to just throw away!
I really do not know why i chose to write something like this today,maybe we could say it is the Musings Of A Wandering Mind!...Those tears continue to fall as I remember those beautiful memories forever...reminding me of those unshed ones!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

What a Week!

Hello....
A week gone by in a blur!...Monday comes and kick starts a week with sad lazy faces and there comes Friday with happy faces..!man time flies...hmmm this week...Would not call it eventful..it was an ok ok week!
Actually am posted in the Paediatrics Department right now....Its actually true to Say that its really very very sad to see kids suffer!...those tender sweet little kids...running about with bandages or watever.is really very depressing..But there they are as they will always be..cheerful,innocent,happy Little cute muffins always greeting you with a smile!of course its not true for all the kids!.there are some of them..who cry cr and keep crying!poor little darlings must be the pain!and they do not even know how to express it!.but the ward as such is lively full of laughter,noise,crying,chatting..but its full of life!..So it was a Wednesday and had gone along with ma friend to see a case.It was Gokul whom i met..a 6 month old baby boy.who was fast asleep...one look at Gokul and anyone could say that there was something very wrong with him...Standing beside his cradle was his amma Sasikala.a small woman with a smile on her face..she told us that Gokul was a different child and his Brain and CNS had failed to attain the development of a 6 month old!...
Further investigations told us that Gokul's amma had not had a supervised pregnancy!.In today's world even a person with least amount of education knows that pregnancy is such a vital and dynamic period..where visits to the doctor is necessary!you do not need to be an extremely learned person to know this!But because of family feuds because of an unaccepted love marriage this woman neglected her going to her doctor because of her fight with her family...in that course she compromised on her health not only hers but also Gokul's!...the Docs say that it might be one of the reasons for Gokul's condition!why???in the name of love,family,relationships,did the parents have to sacrifice the colourful life of Gokul...
Angry was what i was!but helpless..i was I stood looking at Gokul...who slept....oblivious to his future...Daily I visit him..praying in vain!...
Thats all to my blog for now...maybe an awareness or something in villages might help i don't know!...God knows how many more children like Gokul might be out there!...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Paracetamol??Oh God!!!

Hellooo....
Happy Ugadhi..to everyone out there!!i asked Madhurima a very dear friend of mine...how do you actually wish people in telugu.she went like Ugadhi Shubhakankshalu!and there i was u know flaunting off the new addition in ma vocabulary of very very poor telugu!!..and ma appa was extremely impressed and told me something back in telugu for which i had no answer!!hmmph...so much for showing off!!...
yesterday was a great day all in all.I got up Late,was lazing around,was pestering ma amma and paati at home...so much so that amma went like "why did they actually give you a holiday to day?"lol:):)..Then amma felt somewhere mid afternoon that i definitely needed a bath because paati was grumbling "endha kaalath kuttigal...naanga ellam kaarthala ezhundhu kulichuduvom!"..hmm then ate ma heart out at home...woww ammas food!!...and slept....:):)and then went out and again hogged ma life out at Agarwals chat corner!!...so half the time i kept eating the whole day!!!
Coming to the topic i have selected...Paracetamol!...ok..this was like a few weeks ago..In college the schedule is such that..we have exams every week...excluding the third week..which happens to be this week..it was the week of Pharmacology..and trust me there were a lot of medicines to remember!such that i was turning crazy...i started sticking notes in ma book,fridge,room,hand!and all that...i guess i was learning about Paracetamol...and am this kinda person..like if i study something i kinda start viualising it and think about it and all that...so i think when i was learning about Paracetamol..these round white drugs were doing a ballet dance in ma brain..and i was kind of rewinding and taking a walk down the memory lane as to how many times i have taken Paracetamol...that was exactly when ma amma...was tellin me something...i really don't remember what...and then she was like Sneha Sneha...and i looked directly at her with this real blank look on ma face and went like "paracetamol".i jus said that alone...and went back to dreaming again.Amma was shocked!she started grumbling that i have become eccentric after joining MBBS....
Thats it from ma side for today i guess!!!...actually many of ma friends are betting that i am not goona keep writing blogs and just drop it after sometime...lets see..whats gonna happen..i maself am curious to know what i am gonna do!!!!...buh byee ppl...and have a great week!! !!

Monday, March 15, 2010

Looney Life!!

hello..i really dont know how to start..or how to introduce maself or anything..ok i guess here it goes..am Sneha..and am doin ma 2nd year MBBS..in psg coimbatore..
i really really had absolutely no plans of starting a blog..infact..the time these blogs were an obsession..i used to really look down on it..and say"waste of time!"...u might be really wondering why is the title of this blog Looney Life!..but this is one of the reasons..am doing something now..which i did not actually like before..lol!life is crazy at times....
at school...writing poems essays stories were ma passion but i guess after joining college...ma passion is writing Exams!... i spent a loongg time on ma big fat pillow like books...and shunned all the other activities to the corner...:):)they all took a backseat..yup a year passed..and i passed too!!!..
Few days back..was just thinkin...random thoughts,school life,poems,fun,competitions,how we guys used to enjoy life...i kinda thought about it and felt...maybe a blog would be ideal for me to share ma views,ideas,and maybe ma take on life...
I dont claim maself...to be a great author....:):).but i just hope..that something in ma blog..might actually...trigger..some kinda similar thingy which happened to you also...
so toodles..thats it i guess..!..more than enough for an introductory blog and for an amateur blogger!..take care and tata!!